Friday, August 22, 2008


How do you distinguish the difference between loving someone romantically or just loving them as a best friend? I mean, is it as simple as the desire to be in bed or is it more complicated than that?

I care deeply for her and connect with her very well, and trust her with anything. I miss her dearly when we don't talk which leads to an obsession of sorts, but I believe this is just because we connect so well and I feel I can tell her anything, and I don't have many friends like that. Therefore I always seem to yearn to talk to her the most. I know love her but in what way? I don't really think it is romantically, I enjoy making her happy, and she makes me happy, that's all. Of course, that is not to say if she were to ask me out I would say no. I really don't know this kind of feeling.

Emotions confuse me.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008


Well, long story short, our previous place of residence wasn’t nearly as bad as this place. When we first moved in it was just the Landlord and his wife upstairs. Then, without warning, about a month later he decides half his family can move in with him. 5 adults and 1 kid, all who walk with lead feet, and the kid, undisciplined, runs around back and forth and also plays with our doors when outside.

We are working on moving yet again.

Also, I have restored Sakura Radio –