Wednesday, September 10, 2008

True love?

What is love? What is true love? What are these feelings I really feel?
I took a few online quizzes from random sites, don’t know if they mean anything or not. One told me I am 80% (4 of 5 questions right) in true love. The other said I’m basically 60% in love, 40% infatuated.

So what is true love really?

When you just want to be with the other person?
When you would do anything for them, just to see them smile?
When you would gladly give up anything for them?
When you know the person has flaws but you love them regardless?
When you feel their pain?
When you worry at night about them if they are upset and you can’t help them?

These are just some of the feelings I have, but there are many more…

Friday, August 22, 2008


How do you distinguish the difference between loving someone romantically or just loving them as a best friend? I mean, is it as simple as the desire to be in bed or is it more complicated than that?

I care deeply for her and connect with her very well, and trust her with anything. I miss her dearly when we don't talk which leads to an obsession of sorts, but I believe this is just because we connect so well and I feel I can tell her anything, and I don't have many friends like that. Therefore I always seem to yearn to talk to her the most. I know love her but in what way? I don't really think it is romantically, I enjoy making her happy, and she makes me happy, that's all. Of course, that is not to say if she were to ask me out I would say no. I really don't know this kind of feeling.

Emotions confuse me.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008


Well, long story short, our previous place of residence wasn’t nearly as bad as this place. When we first moved in it was just the Landlord and his wife upstairs. Then, without warning, about a month later he decides half his family can move in with him. 5 adults and 1 kid, all who walk with lead feet, and the kid, undisciplined, runs around back and forth and also plays with our doors when outside.

We are working on moving yet again.

Also, I have restored Sakura Radio –

Monday, June 16, 2008


We moved out of the dump and things are slowly getting better. More detailed post in the future maybe ;)

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

I hate Apartment 5

Is this really necessary? What the hell are you doing? And WHY the hell are you doing it at 6:30am?!. Note that the video doesn't really do much justice, since he started around 6:30am, and I didn't think to start recording until 6:45am, when he was nearly done. Also it was about 4x louder IRL than in the video. There was one point where he also crashed something into that propane tank, making a HUGE "bong" sound.

Ugh. I hope we can move in May/June with the stimulus check thing.

(video missing from archive, sorry!)

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Obligitory Update Q1 2008

  • I sold my Nintendo Wii, since I never played it.
  • I upgraded my computer to a Intell Quad-Core Q6600 @2.4ghz. I ended up with the G0 revision, so I can overclock to 3.2ghz
  • I got an nVidia GeForce 8800GT
  • I ended up spending about $1600 on this new computer, which I built myself.
  • My Credit Card company is more worried about the payment coming from a source I’m authorized to pay from, rather than my card being stolen. (I made a bunch of micro-transactions in one day, and they locked the account. For security reasons. But not because they think the card was stolen, but because they think *I* stole the card I pay on it from. How nice.)
  • Apt. 5 still annoys the hell out of me.
  • I bought a 1500va UPS from my Web Host, and now I have a proper electrical ground, since it is using the Cable Coax ground.
  • Still waiting for Final Fantasy XIII. And Crisis Core, and Persona 3 FES.
  • I didn’t get another camcorder (and the guy who bought mine still owes me $40), but I got a new digital camera, which has auto-focus thankfully. However it’s slightly more picky about being perfectly still when taking a picture, ugh.
  • I have a single on sale at iTunes, Napster, and Real Rhapsody soon to follow.
Thats all for now. See you next quarter. ^.^